What's the point?

Why should I let something that is not really significant to me affect how I feel?
I thought hard.

Perhaps because I never expect a fairytale to happen to me, so I'm trying hard to
keep a fire burning, to make things perfect, to make things happen, to keep this alive - for others.

Maybe because I am trying to fulfil a sense of perfection in my mind that I think I will never get to experience or keep.
And when I cant do it, I feel affected, sad and maybe even small.

And now it is affecting my emotions and mindset.
But secretly, I'm tired.

It's time I stop, caring.

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