Going casual in 2019😎

Started 2019 off in some casual looks of mine that I really like.

#WhereToStayInKL : Lanson Place Bukit Ceylon

Visited Kuala Lumpur approximately a month ago, and lucky for us we got to stay Lanson Place Bukit Ceylon! 😊😚

Goodbye, 2018.

2018, what a year. 

So many things changed, so much happened. 

 I really want to say there's much more bad that happened this year than the good, but I guess whether bad or good, it made me learn. 

It made me learn so so so much, so much so I strongly believe that 2019 will be better. 

 It's time to bid the stuffs that's needed to be let go of goodbye, especially the ones that are holding you back, that's deterring your growth, that's been hindering your sight all these while. 

The ones that you used to believe in, the ones that you thought might be able to change, the ones that you have had expectations for.

It's okay.

I've learnt, to tell myself it's okay.

The biggest lesson I've learnt this year is that it's absolutely alright sometimes, to not get what you want. 

It's not that everything will go your way, and sometimes you just can't force things or life to go your way no matter how much you would want it to be. 

But it's alright because someday things will fall into place. 

You just have to be positive and look out for the good things that happened, and just move on from the bad ones because yes, that's just life. 

 I've learnt to say sorry even when it's not my fault because it's never fighting against the ones you love or care about, but because you are fighting together with the person - because there's so much love you just want to make things work no matter what no matter how. 

I've learnt and now, more than ever, want to put myself first because it's only when you value yourself, people will start to value you - you will have boundaries, your stand and be firm so much so you give yourself much more preference than that of everyone/anyone around you.

 I've learnt so much, to be a better person, to stop beating myself up inside and just to accept the way I am, be who I am. 

It is time to accept that this is part of my journey in life that will shape me to who I will be, a better, kinder, more loving person that has so much to give once I've filled that void in me that I thought I lost forever.

Thank you 2018, for the memories, good or bad. 

Thank you life for saying no to me at times when there's an absolute need to, making sure I learn.
Thank you loved ones, friends and family for having my back, for being there for me. 

 Cheers to all, cheers to a better 2019. 

To never looking back. 🍻

 xx Aggy

New in my wardrobe😍

I've recently got to work with my favourite photographer, Tiger, and we headed out to National Gallery Singapore to do a shoot on the recent new favourites in my wardrobe.

Do pin it if you like my #OOTD ideas, or simply share this blog entry if you would like to see more!

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Because you deserve the best too;

For all that I've once been through...

Goodbye, demons of 2017.

I have never been happier and more excited about the new year. 😊

Thinking back, it was not an easy year.

I was stuck in a pretty bad shape especially the start of the year.

I had a career switch and started singing full-time - was pretty lucky to have met the right people to lead me the right way into this career and feeling extremely thankful.

Meeting new friends, new people was a total eye opener.

Finding out the truths to many things was even a bigger step of change in my life for me.

For a period of time I was so down and depressed that I feel I couldn't even breathe properly or live well. 

It's like I sometimes feel I don't even deserve to be happy anymore, because of all the shit.

And I just want to live my life day by day, see how things goes.

Closed down TACT.sg because it brought back some painful and bad memories and am happy that I'm currently working to doing up something with Nat ❤️️

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Looking back, I felt like I used this entire year to try to get better.
I didn't achieve much other than walking out of toxicity but I really hope that this brand new year will be a total brand new start for me.

I mean, I was brave enough to be strong and survived all these shit so far... what's worse, right?

Resolutions for the new year :

1) Spend more quality time with my family/friends

With winter bae

I admit, sometimes I get so caught up with my own life/work that I always tend to neglect this part of my life - the important people in it.
Let's hope I get to travel more with those that matter most♡

2) Just do it.

Yea seriously.
There's a problem with me - that I can have so many ideas and plans but ALWAYS either procrastinate in doing it or am afraid of doing so because I'm afraid to fail.


3) Spend more time with the little boy.

Literally the most understanding one... okay la maybe he cannot complain that's why hahaha but he's really the little life that stuck through the thick and thin with me.

I really aim to spend more time with him this year, maybe take him out more or perhaps find him a girlfriend???

4) Be a better singer.

Something that I really need to work on more if I want to keep my job 😱
There's seriously a huge list of songs I'm supposed to learn... and crossing my fingers that my weekly vocal lessons will help.

If you all think being a singer is an easy job... it's NOT.
I shall show you all some behind-the-scenes video footages soon.... 😳


5) Be a better person.

This...well... is on my list of NY resolutions every freaking year.
Not that I'm a bad person or what... but I'm only human;
I make mistakes too (forgivable ones la HAHA) and ya la I strive to be better.

Maybe make more donations, be kinder to people, be more understanding/show others more empathy?


6) Save more money - less shopping

Like 40%-50% of my phone apps are shopping apps...
BUT I CAN'T QUIT 😓

Okay 2018.. I try I try...


7) Travel more
I seriously aim to visit 4-5 countries this year.. well, we shall see!
✈️✈️✈️

8) Love and live for those who matter

I think one problem about me is that sometimes I care a little too much about what others say or think about me.
But come to think of it, at the end of the day those who matter won't mind, right?
I'm glad for those who have loved me for who I am so far, and still are every single day.
So naysayers aside... I'm just going to concentrate in making myself and the ones I love happy everyday ❤️️

9) Be happier

Cuz enough of bloody 2016 and 2017...
let's make 2018 a BOMB!


10) Be successful in at least something by the end of 2018
This one ties pretty closely with point (1) - if I start doing and stop procrastinating or fearing, I believe I should be pretty successful at at least something by the end of 2018?? 👌😉

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I'm finally done with all these shit.
The drama, the bad stuffs, the hurt.

I'm going to be so so strong this year on and work on being a total bad-ass girl boss 😙

Am I better?

Isn't it ironic?
When people are sorry for you, when they tell you that you should stay strong, feel better, be okay?

It's not easy - it never once is.

I still cry sometimes at the thought of what happened - it hurts, I don't deny.
I was angry, saying this like it was such a waste of time but actual fact is when someone is in your life for such a long time sometimes no matter how much they hurt you, it's hard to swallow that they can do something bad to hurt you.

It's hard to accept because you know there are the really good times.

"Be happy always, my princess,"

Am I supposed to be strong and okay and say that this all doesn't affect me anymore?
Or am I allowed to just melt and cry it all out because I feel like I need to?

"It means you have loved someone, you have tried for something real, and you have let life teach you."

"Time doesn’t heal all things, but it does heal most. 
No amount of will power will force you to get over the heartbreak any faster. 
Feel your feelings. Breathe. Give it time."

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"Something that hurts you right now will ultimately make you stronger in the end."

Topp Care Hair Solutions for Oily Scalp & Hair Loss Rescue!

Approximately three weeks ago I had an opportunity to drop by Topp Care Hair Solutions to get my hair and scalp checked.

If you all might be wondering,
"Eh, I thought your hair is pretty healthy, need to visit a Hair Care Centre meh?"

To be fair, with all the constant bleaching/dyeing of my hair (due to my job nature), my hair/scalp is not perfect.
And plus, Topp Care's Healthy Scalp Treatment is for everyone - literally!👌

Suitable for all scalp conditions, it helps to prevent hair loss and supports the regenerative functions to promote hair growth.

I was pretty excited prior to my visit because really, I never ever had an opportunity to take a look at my scalp...  UP CLOSE 😳

Share a pearl of goodness with Ricola!

What is your favourite candy of all-time, may I ask?

For me no matter when and where, I will always choose to go back to purchasing that one brand of candy - something that I will never get sick of, something that I will go back to over and over again.

And yes, it is the refreshing, chewy and irresistable

RICOLA FRESH PEARLS

Closed off;

Hi all,

sorry for the lack of updates recently as promised..

I was so tied up and caught up with everything that has been happening in my life right now.

A lot of things are finally finalised now and I kinda finally have my life back.

I just want to be happy;

Sometimes I think that it's better, to never ask why;

Made a huge detour in life just to realise what I needed is not what I had.

I know, it's easy to start something, but hard to face the truth when you know you have to let it go, you have to let it end to see something good coming out of it.

I guess it's about time - I'm scared, uncertain, and worried what I might face/have to face in the near future - but I guess I really just wanted to be happy.

I realised in the end I wanted the kind of love - one that will fight for you even when you have no fight left to give.

For it to be shelter, the sun, the essential, the pillar.

The other half.

My SafeSight TransPRK EpiLASIK surgery!

Hi guys!

It's been about two weeks since I did my SafeSight TransPRK surgery and 

I AM SO HAPPY I MADE THE DECISION TO DO IT!

I won't talk about my POST-OP - will leave it to another blog entry because I don't really wanna infest this entry with too much details/content 😂

So let me just walk you guys through my surgery two weeks ago at
ClearVision Eye Clinic with Dr Tony Ho!

Welcome home, me.

It's been some time since I last wrote an entry about what's really going on in my life; 

 Maybe to you guys (on my IG stories) I've been a little sad, sometimes too happy and sometimes too ignorant. 

I wish to say actually most of the times I'm okay, I'm getting by with life and maybe a little on still figuring things out. 

 Do we all have a phase like this sometimes, somehow? 

My 2 month weight-loss journey

Hi all!👋

So sorry this blog entry took quite a while to be up because I really wanted to push myself to the maximum for the best results before I share everything I wanted to with you all!

So let me just start with the reasons why I wanted to go through a weight-loss journey...

Accidentally.. // Lookbook

Recently thinking a lot on the many things that have been happening in my life - like a reflection or some sort.

I sometimes can't help but blame myself over and over about certain choices I've made, certain people that I trusted, the people that hurt me and the ones I've hurt.

Sometimes I just wish that my brain is stronger than my heart to tell me to stop, to go;

To control how I feel entirely and not be sad or happy because of how the people I care about are part and parcel of it.

Forget the mistake, remember the lesson;

Today marks the last day of me singing at my now "previous workplace".

(I'm not going to mention any names in this post to avoid giving them any sort of publicity.)

I've been holding myself back from posting anything negative about this entire saga because I do not want to make things difficult for some of the people I work with and most importantly I now don't see anything bad about not having this job anymore.

My one-month detoxing journey with Kinomegumi Ashi Rela Detox Footpatch!

Have you ever heard of Detox Foot Patches??

When I very first knew about detox foot patches, I was actually in Japan which was about two years back!

I saw it in one of the pharmacies and thought of buying a pair to try.

The very first time I used it I was pretty impressed because the next morning, I tore out the patches that was pasted under my feet and was quite shocked to see the amount of toxin that was "sucked out" by the patches from under my feet.

I admit I was pretty freaked out and did not continue to buy the foot patches because oh well, blame it on myself that I didn't do enough research to know the actual purpose of these detox foot patches!

MADE IN JAPAN : The Kinomegumi Ashi Rela Detox Footpatch in Lavender Flavour 

I know many of you must be wondering....

HOW DID THIS FOOT DETOX PATCHES CONCEPT CAME ABOUT?!

AND

WHAT IS IT ACTUALLY?!

Life recently?

Hola!

My OSIM uStiletto experience!😍

Say hola to OSIM’s all new Leg massager, the uStiletto!

Targeting fashion-conscious ladies (like myself hehe), it is specially developed and designed to provide a thorough and pampering massage of aching legs and feet!

For ladies like me that CANNOT LIVE A DAY without wearing heels and stilettos, the OSIM uStiletto Leg Massager is like my total saviour!

I personally have a total "Love-Hate" relationship with heels..

Some days I would really prefer comfort over anything else but that pair of heels lying there staring back at me telling me "Wear me or you will look short & fat & feel unconfident."

😫

I'm out... officially.

👋

I've been waiting for quite some time to write this post actually.

To announce that I've finally stopped working at the nightlife joint I previously worked at for approximately 2 months.

I get it; it wasn't exactly what everyone thought I would do... to be honest I didn't even expected myself to stay there for so long... which I did.

I didn't really adore my job, though I really loved the people I've worked with and most of them took great care of me making sure I am good and fine most of the time.

Let me just be honest here.

The nightclub I worked at, (yes previously known as Luxi Dolls) - is a flower joint, a 吊花场.

However I worked there as a singer, not a model so there's a slight difference there.

Maybe some of you might be curious thinking, 

"How did I even get about working there in the first place?"