Am I better?

Isn't it ironic?
When people are sorry for you, when they tell you that you should stay strong, feel better, be okay?

It's not easy - it never once is.

I still cry sometimes at the thought of what happened - it hurts, I don't deny.
I was angry, saying this like it was such a waste of time but actual fact is when someone is in your life for such a long time sometimes no matter how much they hurt you, it's hard to swallow that they can do something bad to hurt you.

It's hard to accept because you know there are the really good times.

"Be happy always, my princess,"

Am I supposed to be strong and okay and say that this all doesn't affect me anymore?
Or am I allowed to just melt and cry it all out because I feel like I need to?

"It means you have loved someone, you have tried for something real, and you have let life teach you."

"Time doesn’t heal all things, but it does heal most. 
No amount of will power will force you to get over the heartbreak any faster. 
Feel your feelings. Breathe. Give it time."


"Something that hurts you right now will ultimately make you stronger in the end."

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