If I had a choice.

Finding myself staring into blank spaces more often than not recently.
Worrying about issues that have never ever crossed my mind, feeling really down and trying hard to fight on and hold on to whatever is left of me, with me.

It's so tough at some point I wanna give up.
To escape from this and wander off to somewhere I've never been to, hoping that those who've done me wrong would regret and live half-heartedly for the rest of their lives, but at the same time knowing that it would hurt those around me who truly cares.

It's so overwhelming, these thoughts, recently - it scares me.

Thanks for those who talked to me, whom tried and really are there for me.
I couldnt thank you all enough.

Especially you.
I'm sorry to put you through all these.
I'm sorry it has to be you.

I'm sorry I love you.

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