I'm thinking how life would be like if I had taken another path.
I'm thinking what would I be doing now if I'm elsewhere but not in Singapore.
Sometimes we ask ourselves too many times, what if we had done this, or that, or chose another path, or taken another route.
We ask ourselves would our lives be better if we had dated someone, picked another job, or studied another course.
My point is, will anything ever be enough?
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Today I looked at myself in the mirror and I felt vulnerable.
I want to be better for myself and even for the people around me.
I got insecured and went out for a run, and my mind was filled with so much thoughts I myself couldnt even digest.
There are just too many things that I'm thinking or feeling but I can't seem to put them in words, or maybe now it's just not the time yet.
Overall 2014 has been good to me so far, and there are many things I need to do this year and I know it will be a great and fruitful year for me.
Let's hope things all go my way and let the good be better, and all the bad shall now be good.
ZAI JIAN
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